Divided

His kisses fall on my lips like snowflakes
Just a tiny bit of coldness
Like a tender nip by Jack Frost
The softest, sweetest, gentlest love.

You want to ravage my heart and soul
Tear me apart from my own awareness
Take my intellect and trample it
Leave me tender and broken in.

He places his arms around my waist
Bring me in towards him
Warms me with his kindness
And makes my tears run dry

You find me on the ground
Bleed my thoughts and feelings dry
Press yourself into me
Create a thirst and abandon me in the desert

And I know I’m destined to destroy him
His love is so acceptable
His kindness so exempt of demand
Soon he’ll grant me the strength I need to leave.

But you can feed on my insides
Hold my burning heart in your hands
Swallow my soul and force your life on me
Convinced I lust for every moment of that torture.