The Rainbow

Some poems I wrote in Modern Drama while I should have been considering geopathology. For fun, you can try to figure out how geopathology was influencing my thought process!

Red
You want me to bleed
For you. Bleed straight from the heart
Red hot, blood red--love.

Orange
Vodka with a hint of orange juice
And the feeling you get at sunset
In the middle of November
Sitting on the balcony
Itemizing
Considering
Just before
The world lights up for the last time.

Yellow
We painted my white walls yellow
To make me smile on rainy days.
"I want to remember the sun," I told you,
"I want to see it when the winds are howling,
When the snow if falling.
I want to remember the sun when the sun won't shine."
You smiled at me
Like you wanted your life to be that simple.
I just wanted something
To keep me warm.
I could live on the surface of the sun
Without regretting
The intensity of its heat.

Green
He took me to the forest
He took me in the forest
Now the circle of life
That would bring me back to the earth,
Lay me under the grass
Cool and comfortable
Won't come fast enough
Or leave me here to rest.
I've started a new one--
The circle rolls on.

Blue
Blue is the horizon
Where I might want to be
If I wasn't hiding
Under my blue blanket
In my blue mindset
With the blues playing
On my blue-lit stereo.
I hate pathetic fallacy.
I hate everything when I'm blue.

Indigo
A deeper shade of loneliness
A darker glimpse into despair
Dipping into the indigo of the night sky
Where God sits and ignores my every prayer.

Violet
I feel like royalty
When you grace me with your presence.
Set a crown on my head;
I could be beautiful to someone.
Drape my naked body in purples
Signs of your desire the world will never see
I'm not a masochist I'm a plagarist
Pain will never turn me on.
I want to be treated like princess.
I want to live like a queen.